Feel the Funk
Clearly I am in a funk. I’ve been feeling this way all week. The end of the month is almost here… my burgundy wall is not done, my kitchen is not repainted, the curtains are not purchased, and the thing is that these are not the things that have me in a funk. It’s like the bottom has dropped out of all my creative energy. No project seems worthwhile. The only project that has any type of clarity is the book, and that has thus far proved the most difficult to start/sustain work on.
Somewhere in me there is this feeling that none of these things that I currently could be working on (“finishing the book, writing songs, creating music in the studio, practicing trombone/bass/guitar/piano), acting) are ever going to lift me out of my current lifestyle/income/prosperity level. Or maybe I feel like whatever I do will not be enough to get me to the lifestyle/income/prosperity level that I really want to attain.
I’m not sure what to do to get past this when it seems like I’ve been here before… so many times banging my head up against this wall. I have the talent. I have many great tools. It’s like I’ve lost the desire to use them, and only want to curl up in a ball, eat mandarin oranges, and watch Law & Order till my brain completely fries.
Figured I would send my current dilemna out into the universe and ask for a clear way to move past this and on to wealth, happiness and prosperty.